SIGH

Tonight, I want to write something but don't know where to start and what the words to say. I just want to say I feel lonely, bored, annoyed, upset, sad, tired, and fed up now. Don't know what to do. I'm tired of feeling like this. Do the easiest things like crying is the most difficult thing to do now. Maybe, tears were already bored reveal itself. What about me? Not much different. I might not be strong enough as I always point out in myself.

Suddenly, my grandpa calling me while I write this. May he felt my restlessness too. He asked my situation and I could just say I was fine so he doesn't worried about me. What I wanted to do now is come home. Please?