today. when. what. why. and oh.

today ...

when everyone is demanding more

when everyone is not notice you

when everyone is always being selfish

when everyone is laughing over the suffering of others

what should I do?

why is everybody being annoying at the same time

why everybody left me when they are happy

why do I feel all people not care about me

 why all became so clear  now 

as if they could not understand and continue to demand without the one bit care?

I feel like they just take advantage of me and wanted me when they are lonely

why is all this happening to me?

what should I do?

oh i need music

oh i need beach

oh i hate my self