Another Chance For Our Love

"Never give up. When your heart becomes tired, just walk with your legs - but move on."

- Paulo Coelho

Once a decision that I took 3 days ago. I feel lost and worst. Until I found that qoute from one of my favorite photographers which very talented. Alodita's blog.

"Jangan menyerah. Ketika hati kamu lelah, berjalan dengan kaki mu - tapi berjalan terus." 

I feel those words motivated me to stay strong and accept of all which happens. Until 2 days ago, GOD brought us together in a conversation by phone. 

He right out and say "Do not give up, just let it flow..." I just quiet and cried. Feels so sad. I feel this relationship can't be sustained anymore but on the other hand I still love him and feel unable to through the day without him. 

After a debate in my mind. Finally, I tried to give in and try again. GOD hear my prayer. This might be one of the answers from GOD that we still have a chance. There is another chance for our love. For US to loving and caring each other. 

Why do I try again? Because I still love him. That's all. No matter how severe the problem is going to happen later. I will keep on praying the best for us. 

After all, I always love the moments when we where chatting after a fight. He's so sweet and very affectionate. 

I hope we will be fine like this forever. And no more fight. 

I love you, dear...